Sunday, August 5, 2012

I cannot escape your perspicacious observations, but my weltsmerz has  vanished. I am wildly happier than I have been in years. I used to feel old and withered before my time, and now the earth seems a ripe apple waiting for me to bite. It is shifting beneath my feet. I have not stepped foot in a church in over a month.  I feel wild but free, and just as close to the divine as ever. Don't leave me or don't make me leave. I am grasping onto my happiness with everything I have before it slips away again, between my fingers back into that infinite darkness that encompasses the mundane. 

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